and yet again, this isnt really "for steph"...even though she is the shit...
"Topic #2" of the night...well, actually, i have some shit to say relating to the last post. last night me and my boy E had a long ass convo (shit was funny too) about some real shit. long story short, i will never do what i thought id do regarding you. im over it...and i cant say i really want to talk to you or see you in the near-to-decent future.
moving on..."topic #2": ive realized that people are going to do what they want to do no matter what or who may be in there presence and/or life. the words "friendship" and "family" mean different things to different people. no matter what you think, others are going to be the way they are. i mean, sometimes the people closest to you do the dirtiest shit to you. what do you do in that situation? do you bring it up immediately? do you freak out and make a big issue out of something that may be minor? what happens if what you're noticing that its an ongoing problem?
this is where the word "love" comes into play (we can call this "topic #2.1"). ive seen that word thrown and tossed around without real meaning and its really starting to piss me off. if you say it, mean it. maybe my problem with it comes from that fact that sometimes it means 2 different things to the different people. i know that i only use it in a serious manner. and i get somewhat upset when people use it and i dont feel like they're on the same page as me. if you know me, know me.
ok...topic #2.2: be real. if you have something to say to somebody, fucking say it. by all means, make it as pleasing as possible (especially if you care for that person), but dont bullshit and lie. dont give sorry ass excuses that you'll only contradict later. i feel like the lack of realness is my biggest pet-peeve with society today. if you want me to care about you, be real! if you're not real, i simply wont care!
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