New Lights

first off, i want to start by saying congrats to my gamecocks! 5 in a row over clemson, 4th season in a row with at least 10 wins. its great to be a gamecock! forever to thee!

also, i had a blast in columbia. miss the people, the vibe surrounding usc. cant wait to get back there.

onward!

ok, so recently i havent been feeling myself. i think it may have a lot to do with a lack of self-imposed free time. sure, ive had a couple weekends to myself, and this past month came at a perfect time. but i havent had a lot of time to stop and take an actual stress-free breath since i moved back to the beach.

im going to take this last month of the year to refocus and get myself back on the path i need to be on. im still going to be busy and whatnot but im going about it with a better mindset, getting shit done on my own terms. new gym routine, working hard, making as much progress as possible, all with a positive outlook. and im going to make sure i have time to release any kind of stress when i need to. think of it as tunnel vision with a few moments to stop and take in the scenery.

im well aware that there's a possibility that i may seem a little selfish during this period of time, and frankly i dont care. i can only control my own actions and feelings. therefore, thats really all im concerned about. villianize me if you want, but i have goals and i will stop at nothing to reach them. i dont want/need any outside distractions, i can make my own if/when need be.

with that being said, im going to sleep. i have to be up at 3am to take my sister to the airport in charleston, then work, immediately followed by a really intense gym session. long day to say the least. bring on the red bull!

out
Rex