Ok, anyone who knows me knows that I can cut people off in seconds. Half the time I don't even realize it, just a subconscious thing. It's almost like a natural response. Sometimes I try to go against this reaction, but the logical part of my being overpowers pretty much everything. I think it's a survival technique.
A little story...
A couple months ago I was put in a very awkward and extremely frustrating situation. Someone I had so much respect and love for decided that their comfort and need for support was more important than having my back. Things were said about me that we're false, unwarranted, and flat out uneducated. Needless to say, I got really pissed. Cue argument. Cue outrage. Cue hurt feelings.
Cue my subconscious natural response.
I didn't necessarily want that to happen. It just did. And there was nothing I could really do about it. And now I'm afraid things probably won't ever be the same with this person. Logic tells me that this is most likely for the better. Still sucks tho.
The worst part is that it wasn't caused by this person. And it won't be the fault of anyone else it could happen to. Remember when I said it was a survival technique? Yeah, I guess it's something that's adapted over the past few years, since like 2009 I guess.
Oh well. Shit happens, we move on, right?! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
On to a lighter and really fucking awesome note...
...new music today!!! Josh and I had a really productive, fun, and drunk recording session the other night. Putting the final touches on that muhfugga as I type this! Shit, I tried to tell y'all...
Happy Cinco de Mayo
Get drunk, be safe, don't do anything I wouldn't do (so do EVERYTHING)
Peace
Rex
Sunday, May 5, 2013
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