I pride myself on being as logical as possible, not acting out of emotion but thinking and doing what makes sense. To some it's just me "having my guard up all the time." For a person to be in the situations I've been in it makes sense (See? Logic).
However, as of recent things have been going differently. I dont know whether it's because of something I'm doing differently or something in my subconscious. Either way, I'm not liking it. It's getting to a point where I think I'm thinking too much and not saying enough. In any case, I'm losing site of logic and its making me feel...well, human again. I don't think I'm anything better than human, I just feel as if most human beings lack logic.
I mean, I think I'm missing out on certain things. Maybe that's where it's coming from. Are the positive things I may or may not be missing out on more important than all the negative shit that most people wish they didn't have to deal with? Who knows? I'm sure it will all work out eventually. Until then, I'm gonna keep living as logically as possible.
I guess it's just been a long year...
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