ive never been naive, never been overly trusting or anything like that. shit, there are only about 2 people in the world i trust, one of them being my dad. but there are certain things i believe in that have been letting me down as of late.
ive been trying to blame it on stupid shit (such as forcing myself to relate to the lyrics of the new Chiodos album*...lame, i know) but i think my realism is starting to overpower my logic.
ive always known that people are never as good as they make themselves out to be. i always thought that if i knew this fact id have a leg up on any situation. besides the fact that i lost sight of this (as of recent), i think a lot of things have been piling up. whether it be people's repeated actions, how people deal with conflict, whatever. shits just getting really close to home. i guess its my fault for letting it get so close anyway.
needless to say, im a little fed up and done with it, otherwise i wouldnt be posting these little bitchy blogs. i guess thats what it here for but i dont enjoy whining. i guess its one of my only outlets right now. either way, you get to know me better. i think im gonna post a little bit more about myself anyway instead of JUST music and whatnot. hope you enjoy...and if not, you can suck my fuckin balls. that is all...
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