Porcelain Thoughts

So, whenever I moved back to Pawleys, I took some time out to reflect on some things. Why didn't things go the way I had hoped? Was I doing something wrong? How did I end up here? Blah blah blah, all that negative shit I hate. Then, it hit me...

I was choosing to deal with shit I didn't have to deal with. Lemme explain...

We all have things that we have to deal with, whether it be work, bills, school, etc. But there are other things that we choose to deal with. And once those things start becoming more important than the actual important shit, that's when you lose what's most important of all. Happiness. 

When I was at my happiest moments I was doing 3 things: immersing myself in music, speaking my mind in the most uncensored and raw form possible, and not dealing with shit that lead to me being upset when it wasn't vital. 

I have enough on my plate that I have to deal with. Everything else that I choose to deal with should make me the happy, right? It's a simple concept that I think is really easy to lose sight of. Sometimes it's hard to figure out what we have to do and what we choose to do. But once it becomes clear, that's when it's time to crack open the Fireball, bitches!

With that being said, while I'm here I'm going to be as happy as possible and make the most out of the situation I'm currently in. Music is in the works (even tho this computer situation in killing me), I'm saying what I feel/think without giving a single fuck how other people take it, and I'm cutting out everything that I choose to deal with that doesn't bring positivity to my life. 

Now to hit the gym then watch my Gamecocks beat UGA up and down the football field. GO COCKS!

Rex

PS: this was written while I was pooping. You're welcome.