ok, i know its been a while. lemme just start by saying that this will be a little long. i may even post this in parts...? eh, probably not. whatever...
first off, an update on the music side of things. working on this EP (...You're Welcome) and everything, as far as beats, are sounding really good. writing is coming along well...really pleased with whats coming together so far. cant wait for everybody to hear it =]
ok, that was probably the most positive portion of this post. this month has started off pretty shitty so far and feel like its going to be an emotionally draining one for me. my car decided that it hated me at the end of august. on the 1st, my uncle died. had to go home, come back to cola, go home again, and come back again! lets not forget that i dont have a car, had to use my sister's and she just had to catch a flat the day after i got back from home the first time. while attempting to put the donut on, the sky unleashed fury on me. came back into the building soaking wet! people were laughing at me and shit. drove back home for my uncles funeral, cried for the first time in years. i hated it because i dont want people seeing me like that, especially family. i feel like im supposed to be the strong one. anyways, had to change my sisters tire again and came back to columbia. i may not go home again for a very long time...stressful.
so i got back to the apt with the hopes of releasing some stress from the week. went out thursday, hit up 5pts after work with Big E. due to wanting to release some stress, i also released some dollars...over $50. friday, the neighbors threw down...wont even get into that shit. too much fun, too drunk, too...yeah. saturday rolled around, decided to have some people over after my gamecocks beat that uga ass. got stupid drunk and made an ass of myself haha! stress released!
so, while all of this was going on, ive been dealing with some unfamiliar emotions. decided to keep an open mind and see what would happen with that. needless to say, things got weird without me even doing anything differently. sooooo, im just gonna do what ive been doing all along. i read something about scorpios that said we like things to be as simple as possible and will do whatever it takes to keep things as such. that's what im going to do, thats what ive been doing i guess. i just like to throw monkey wrenches into completely reasonable things sometimes (not on purpose of course). but, im gonna keep it simple, do me, just say "fuck it" to everything else. so, fuck it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i am looking forward to some great things. going to see incubus on friday! start classes on the 20th! back in football season! birthday in november! im looking forward to the rest of this year and staying productive and positive, musically and in every other aspect. just gotta make it thru this funk that the beginning of this month has put me in.
with all that being said, back to writing/producing for ...You're Welcome. may even hit the gym later. ok, im out! peace, bitches!
